Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Dun understand

Its been awhile again.. i wonder if anyone still reads my blog nowadays. anyway nthin much.. been working my ass off... working at my dad's company at the same time doing part-time for data entry.. so pratically doing 2 jobs now.. why? cos i need alot alot alot of money.. shucks..

anyway.. i dun understand why are the things we put in frenster so important. for example i can just put my status In a Relationship for my own personal pleasure. Does tt really mean i'm in a relationship? NO!

And if i say my occupation is to be a Bf now/ Husband in future. Does tt mean i'm attached? NO! it just mean i will be a good bf now/ and a good husband in the future who ever becomes my gf and wife.

Hai.. please dun misunderstand everything.. sighx..

Would i be the kind of person who actually denies being with someone else if i'm really with someone else? Oh please. i'm a god damn leo.. and i'm always proud to announce who i'm with and who i am attached with. So if i put i'm single.. i'm really SINGLE! i wun be so Bo LIao to go put in a relationship if i bloody hell SINGLE!

dotx.. anyway got this nice things from a fren's blog.

"Giving Love A Chance, Taking a risk.
U never know if it's disaster or bliss.

Pondering, wondering and procrastinating.
But dun keep him forever waiting.

Hindered by past,
But as u said.... it's a past.

We grow from every failed relationship,
Helping us to be a better partner.

Like a baby who learns to walk and falls,
She cried but she stood up n tries again.

Ur previous one may have failed.
You cried but stand up and try again.

Be bold n Be brave.
He may be someone tat u craved.... "

interesting.. hmm.. anyway chaoz.. blog again when i'm free.. if not.. just take it tt my life is wake up in the morning, go to office/Johor factory. Come back home. Do data entry. At night maybe go for supper if not pool. Other den tt.. nth else for the time being.. tts life..

anyway been driving around so much recently.. i'm startin to crave for speed again.. wahahaha.. anyway waste petrol only.. tata

take care and god bless who ever still reads my blog =)

为着你今天要来找我
从早上等到深夜
阮总是相信你会跟阮来作伴
犹原没影没只
我不敢想那没你甘会像我
按怎都我的生命
寒风也冷不过你对我的心肝
哪通糟蹋着我
爱着你心惊惊
想着你心痛痛
但是我没法度将感情收拾
看着你爱别人就亲像你爱我
按怎拢未心痛
我已经没资格对你讲条件
等别人对待你亲像你对待我
爱着才知影痛

What Hurts the Most

by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin’ It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

april is ending..

its near the end of april.. soon to clear leave.. finally yay~ officially left 14days to clear leave.. but only 8days left of work days.. hahaha... been quite tired recently. hasn't been slping much for the past 2 days.. hahaa.. tired tired..

oh well.. there's a feeling.. there's something i dunno how to describe..

shld i shld i not.. i'm afraid yet i tell myself not to..

sighx..

butterflies in my stomache..

heart aches a little

mind full of questions..
(to be continued)

April the 13th

Its been long since i last blogged. guess was too lazy to bother about blogging. falling sick sure sucks.. and its been almost a week.. man..

oh well..

been having this emptiness feeling in me recently.. just a sudden feeling out of the blue..

seems like a part of me is emptied becos of something that i lack.

issit someone or something.

must i go find it or shld i just let it roll..

i guess in everyone's life, there will be a time where u do feel something amiss in your life but have no idea what the hell it is..

is there something out there waiting for me to do? is there someone out there waiting for me to fill up the emptiness in them?

hate this feeling..

makes me feel so empty in life.

sucks away all my drive to do anything..

sigh...

wat shld i do..

hmm.. i miss you..

26th March, Its today.

To some people, this day 26th March 2007 might be just another ordinary monday which involves going to work or sch.

But 2yrs ago on this date, i was the happiest man in the whole wide world. Because at that time i tot i found someone i could spend the rest of my life with, someone who i love alot and who loves me alot too.

2yrs later today, i am left with nothing. Happy 2yrs ani it could haf been. Sad to say, it will never be. Sighx..

Although this next song might not be the best or appropreiate song for the feelings now but i wanna dedicate this song to her. U shld know who u are if u are reading this now.

Its called : In Love Again

when you smile my life becomes a ray of light
sing me a lullaby to sleep at midnight
i'll be hypnotized when i looked into your eyes
turn off the room light let's spend the night

take me to far away
away to your secret place
take my tears my fears
take all my pain for which
i'll repay someday
with a kiss and say
can't believe that i'm in love in love again

when the stars don't shine
and when the birds don't fly
and when the flowers cry
and when the rain runs dry
when the violet's red
when the rose turn blue
baby i'll still be inlove with you



I miss you girl, kelly.